Keep me to your side without wanting to understand what I think, so there is no disappointment or surprise moments that are not.
You are not a relaxation or distraction , you're the only worthy competition that exists for the most sublime I have found: my inner world.
So don't hesitate when I am not with you, I wouldn't let inertia moments struggling against our moments together.
Don't analyze it. There's no possible to decipher a psyche that makes all kinds of tricks to coexist with reality, with the few minutes that I can come and join you .
Abandon the questions , doubts , assumptions , conventions established in the grand scheme of society.
It doesn't matter if I'm not on your side , find that I am a machine of inertia and when it isn't sharing moments with you it doesn't exist. And it dies as if to live forever.
Ignore everything . And here I am, trying to smile and talk to the world and give it what I can not , which is limited to the miracle that only comes when I realize that I want someone the same way that person wants me.
Then I get questions , I come longing, the need to want to understand , to analyze , desire and worry.
And emerges my third personality which in the way of loving you, is thinking about you all the time.
Then again vanishes and reappears me, the writer . But again, do not try to understand it.
You'd miss in a puzzle of shadows and reflections of what it takes to rebuild me in a special labeling , which is not part of a whole, of an accumulation of forces little coaching, echoes of what I have to do without being myself in order to not to leave being myself.
Love builds me . Do you realize ? But not for long . The truth is that we are more than what we see in our dreams that we take for consensus during the day, and I never came to that . Even there is no certainty in anything I said , but wanting to find it would be to ignore the first thing I asked .
The sentences are superfluous , there are only the meanings remaining , what we are trying to communicate ... what we understand .
Understand this is all you have to do : Without you literally ... I wouldn't exist. Nothing more and nothing less , I would be another person who is born , grows, loves , reproduces and dies ... And for that , it´s better not be. I would prefer being a stone.
